Authorization for [Titarium – Intravitreal] to be prescribed to recent applicant for advertised organism trial. Advertisement intercepted in location 8 morning after installment between 15-19 hours post initial installment.

Applicant-

+Female

+21 years old

+New Zealand European

+Non-smoker

+Drinks regularly

+Child-free

+Low-income, entry level occupation

+Diagnosed: depression --– Medicated = Unsure

+Diagnosed: borderline personality disorder --– Medicated = Yes

Status at point of application: Ideal (Waning)

Current status: Creative

03/10/2025

- Prescription received by applicant, contract commences -

Applicant receives prescription, applies to flesh in the window of 9:30-11:00. Applicant reports to have applied “roughly two thirds” of [Titarium – Intravitreal] before stopping. Claims an “aggressive fizzing sensation” to have occurred and resulted in applicant ceasing use of product mid-application. Representative in contact with applicant reports to have received an email (Missing) expressing resistance to empty prescription and concern with contractual obligations. Representative instructed to ease concern and inform applicant of company acceptance regarding applicant resistance. Applicant encouraged.

During 19:45-20:15 window, applicant reports to have emptied prescription, representative notes “cooling like water” sensation claimed. No further negative sensations reported. Applicant documents (Missing) method of prescription packaging destruction as per contractual agreement.

Location 8 advertisement destroyed.

4/10/2025

Applicant expresses a growth in interest for artistic activities. Notes from representative documents applicant being physically restless and eager to share progress made in personal visual art journal (Archived). Applicant reports desire to have intensified shortly after having initially reported “aggressive fizzing sensation”.

5/10/2025

Representative-scheduled physical meeting with applicant (Archived).

(((Recording begins)))

REPRESENTATIVE:

“{}{}{}{}, how are you feeling today?”

APPLICANT:

(Voice sounds peculiar, representative note indicates applicant to be bouncing leg during discussion) “Good!... Really good, actually, great even!”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“You sound surprised.”

APPLICANT:

“It’s just not what I expected, really.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I trust that’s a good surprise?”

APPLICANT:

“Oh, yes, yeah!”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Excellent, they’ll be happy to hear that. If you don’t mind me asking, what were you expecting?”

APPLICANT:

(A brief pause of silence before applicant is heard humming a consistent tone; representative notes that applicant begins harshly rubbing her thumb against the surface of the table. A later report by the representative notes that the applicant later developed a blister on her thumb from this meeting.) “I’ve tried a bunch of medication; my doctor’s great with that stuff. All of them made me tired and made me pretty numb. I figured it’d be the same or worse, y’know?”

REPRESENTITIVE:

“How’s your sleeping?”

APPLICANT:

(Pause.) “Pardon?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Your sleeping. Have there been any differences or general tiredness? If you’ve experienced an increase in fatigue and exhaustion with your medication history, there’s a chance it could be some kind of deficiency you’re misinterpreting as a side effect of your medication.”

APPLICANT:

(Representative notes that applicant’s rapid leg bouncing ceases and does not continue past this point, thumb movements do not stop. Applicant’s mood has audibly dropped.) “I’d never thought about that.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“What’s your eating like? You mentioned that you’re pescatarian in your details here and here. (Sound of paper shift on table.) What are your food group ratios like?”

APPLICANT:

(Pause.) “I guess I don’t eat too well, even with my diet.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“And back to your sleeping?”

APPLICANT:

“Now that I think about it, there’s been a bit of an increase.” (Applicant laughs nervously.) “Just talkin’ about it makes me want to yawn.”

(((Relevant recording ends)))

Applicant is prescribed further medication.

Representative’s inspection of applicant’s physical appearance dictates no significant differences in regard to [Titarium – Intravitreal] possible effects. Comparison between photograph data obtained at this date and data obtained during verification process dictates representative to have been incorrect in observations.

Representative reprimanded.

6/10/2025

No contact made by applicant. Representative attempted to reach the applicant by email, found to be unsuccessful. Phone call attempted by representative, found to be unsuccessful. Representative instructed to perform a surprise wellness check before data indicates 24 hours since last contact.

Representative performed wellness check, found to be unsuccessful. Doors found to be locked, representative notes that large furniture obstructs each exit. Observation through window found the bathroom door to be open and lights on. No movements detailed.

Representative instructed to continue attempting contact; warned of disciplinary action being taken if attempts continue to fail.

7/10/2025

Phone call received from applicant to representative at 00:42 (Archived).

(((Recording begins)))

REPRESENTATIVE:

“-{}{}?”

APPLICANT:

(Applicant sounds desperate.) “God, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“{}{}{}{}, is everything alright?”

APPLICANT:

(There’s a pause before applicant speaks, note from representative theorises the faint noise heard to be from the use of a pencil.) “Yeah, n-no, no, I can’t- uhm, listen, I-I can’t-”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Deep breath, {}{}{}{}, just take a moment and try again.”

APPLICANT:

(Rapid deep breathing, unintelligible quiet mumbling)

REPRESENTATIVE:

“It’s okay, I’m right here, {}{}{}{}.”

APPLICANT:

(Whisper) “Please don’t hang up.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I’m not going to hang up.”

APPLICANT:

(Whisper) “Please don’t.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I’m not going anywhere; you have my word. I’m right here, okay? I’m right here.”

APPLICANT:

(Silence) “... Okay.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Not going anywhere. Now, when you’re ready, tell me what’s going on. I’ve been worried about you.”

APPLICANT:
“Worried?” (A scoff of laughter) “Why-why are you worried?! Everything’s great, it’s fantastic!”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I’m sorry?”

APPLICANT:

“I’ve been thinking about so much- so many ideas! I’ve filled in so many pages in my sketchbook, I’ve never made so much- never had so many ideas like this!”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“That’s great to hear but we’ve been trying to contact you.”

APPLICANT:

“Oh! Oh God, that. I-I know, but you have to understand, I couldn’t stop.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

(Pause) “Stop what?”

APPLICANT:

“Stop creating and making things! I haven’t felt this incredible in years, I’m just so productive, I don’t want to interrupt it.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“{}{}{}{}, I’m happy you’re feeling the benefits of the medication, but you know how important it is that we keep in contact.”

APPLICANT:

“I-I know, and I apologise for that, but I have to do this, I’m not going to let my inspiration and creativity fizzle out. The last time I did, I basically died, you understand, right?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I understand.”

APPLICANT:

“Listen, I-I've had an idea that I really want to do, but I don’t know if it goes against the contract.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“You worry a lot about the contract.”

APPLICANT:

“How can I not, have you read it? I don’t want to do anything wrong.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“What about the idea makes you worry about the contract?”

APPLICANT:

“W-well I want to make something that everybody can see, not just something for me, something I can show off and get people interested in!

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Such as a gallery?”

APPLICANT:

“Well no, more like a digital portfolio, even something that can help me after the testing’s done.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I don’t believe I fully understand this idea.”

APPLICANT:

“I make those little mods, and I’ve had an idea for a large one- one bigger than anything else I’ve worked on, even the ones I don’t publish. But I want to document how I make them, how the process is going, ideas I’ve had, specifically to get people interested. I want to make a project that can make an impact on the internet and the modding community as a whole, y’know? I want to make something scary, but scary in a way that makes people feel like they’re tweekers!”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“That’s quite an idea, but I don’t know if they’d fund it like they would if your idea was simply a gallery.”

APPLICANT:

(Agitated) “No, no, I don’t want to do some gallery thing and get snobs to look at my work.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“That’s alright, they’ll make it invite-only and get only the most interested people to attend, It’d draw quite the crowd!”

APPLICANT:

“You’re not listening, I want anyone to be able to see it and I know that people like me will be able to make a connection to it. And people like me need that, they need those projects that interest them and get them motivated to do something that they enjoy too.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

(Silence.)

APPLICANT:

“... Hello?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

(Silence.)

APPLICANT:

“Don’t...”

REPRESENTATIVE:

(Silence.)

APPLICANT:

(Whispering.) “No... Don’t, you said you wouldn’t, I can’t-”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I’m right here, I haven’t gone anywhere.”

APPLICANT:

(Quiet.) “Don’t do that.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I didn’t do anything, I’ve been right here with you. I was just thinking about your idea.”

APPLICANT:

“You were so quiet.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I know, I apologise for scaring you, that’s not what I wanted to do. I was just thinking.”

APPLICANT:

(Representative’s note indicates the small noise here to be applicant’s deep breathing.)

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I’ll talk with them about your idea, you’re right to worry about the contract with this. Is this really something you want to commit to? They won’t be as interested if this is just a fluke of an idea.”

APPLICANT:

(Silence.)

REPRESENTATIVE:

“{}{}{}{}?”

APPLICANT:

“Yes.”

(((Relevant recording ends)))

Applicant was receptive to questions poised by representative, the remainder of the 3-hour call commenced with in-depth discussion of Applicant’s idea. Detailed data recorded and received by representative includes a document authored by Applicant on their idea.

Representative met with lab in regard to applicant, project was greenlit. Contract for the project (Missing) has been drafted, reviewed and signed by all involved parties.

I promise

8/10/2025

Applicant publishes first video on the social media site “YouTube” (Archived), media was reviewed by representative and approved. Applicant’s digital profiles (Archived) have been reviewed by representative and approved.

Applicant reports in email correspondence with representative (Missing) a growing sensitivity to daylight. Applicant reports to be following second prescription in addition to following representatives advice on avoiding salt in diet.

9/10/2025

Representative attempts to call applicant twice in the window of 08:00 – 16:00, both found to be unsuccessful. Third call attempt by representative made at 21:53, applicant picks up, check-up call ensues.

(((Recording begins)))

APPLICANT:

(Yawning.) “Hello?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Good Evening, {}{}{}{}.”

APPLICANT:
“Rhett, I’m sorry, have you been calling me?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Indeed I have, is everything alright?”

APPLICANT:

“Yeah, yeah.” (Yawns.) “I’m sorry, I’ve just been sleeping all day.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Late night?”

APPLICANT:

“A little, I can’t focus when my eyes hurt, figured sleeping through the day would help.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Has it?”

APPLICANT:

“So far, I’d say so. I don’t mind becoming a night-owl, I prefer how quiet it is anyway and I don’t want to be the guy with newspaper on the windows.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Ah, have I woken you?”

APPLICANT:

(Yawns, a rustling noise heard in the background, no notes from representative on noise) “Yeah, but I don’t mind, I don’t want to waste the night away.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I see, I’ll make a note on your new lifestyle, I’d hate to wake you.”

APPLICANT:

(More rustling in the background) “No, no, I said I don’t mind, I hadn’t set up any alarms before I slept. If you hadn’t called, I wouldn’t know when it was finally dark enough for me.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I’ll take that into consideration.”

APPLICANT:

“Before I forget, I made you something.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

(Pause.) “You did?”

APPLICANT:

(Yawns.) “I did; I forgot to send it to you before I went to bed. It’s nothing special, I was waiting for tea to cook, and I did a little drawing of you.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

(Silence.)

APPLICANT:

“Rhett?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I’m here. May I see?”

APPLICANT:

“Yeah, yeah, It’s on my phone, I’ll send it now. Is it okay if I hop off to take a shower and call you back?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Of course.”

(((RECORDING BREAK)))

A break in recording between applicant and representative. A piece of media (Missing) was sent from applicant to representative shortly after break.

(((RECORDING CONTINUES)))

REPRESENTATIVE:

“{}{}{}{}.”

APPLICANT:

“Hey, did you get it?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“I did.”

APPLICANT:

“I hope you didn’t have your hopes up, it’s not my greatest work by far.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Have you posted it anywhere?”

APPLICANT:

“Nah, I’ve been really enjoying working in my sketchbook but I’m trying to keep that stuff to be just for me. I don’t want to stress-”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Don’t post it anywhere or send it to anyone.”

APPLICANT:

(Pause.) “What? Why?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“You’ll get in trouble.”

APPLICANT:

“I will?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Yes, if you share this, it’ll go against the contract.”

APPLICANT:

“Because it’s of you?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Yes.”

APPLICANT:

“Oh, are all drawings of you against the contract?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

(Pause.) “Are there more?”

APPLICANT:

“Just a couple, all goofy stuff.”

REPRESENTATIVE:

“Yes, they’re all against the contract.”

APPLICANT:

“Am I allowed to send them to you?”

REPRESENTATIVE:

(Silence followed by an unknown noise)

(((RECORDING ENDS)))

Note from representative details an unintended end to the recording due to a technical glitch with our audio recording program. After review, representative has been taken in for maintenance due to suspected tampering with data.

Remaining reports and data supplied by applicant in regards to topic discussed in phone call with representative are currently missing and suspected to have been destroyed due to previously suspected tampering. No pieces from applicant with the subject matter of the representative have been found uncensored. After consulting the representative, they’re adamant that no pieces have been destroyed and all have been submitted and archived in their original forms.

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9/10/2025